i'm listening to arcade fire's Wake Up while writing this.
it's not that i've been crying, not at all actually, but i do feel like it right now at this very moment. i shouldn't shed a tear over someone who won't shed one for me, as cliche as that sounds.
something that has been helping a lot lately is hanging out and planning things, and especially painting.
one more: is getting to know someone else. i have no intentions on beginning a new relationship with someone, but my intentions could be wrong. I don't want it to feel like i need someone to help me forget because i don't, but i swear he couldn't have come by at a better time. he seems like a great guy, but i could be wrong. obviously i haven't forgotten about him, but i should push his image aside and our memories so i can focus on what's right for me. back to the new guy, he's so awkward and i love it when guys are like that, its adorable. he's invited me to a party and to hang out soon, i still don't know what to answer him, but i wouldn't mind having a drink or two and a bite to eat with him.
now my boys: haha! they crack me up and make me happy. even these assholes know i can do better. im so thankful for them and of course the girls.
i'm doing my best not to cry :)
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