Sunday, March 20, 2011

10 mile stereo

it feels like its been an unbelievable journey for me and i know it's just the beginning. i've been through so much, both good and bad. my mind and heart ache yet slowly but surely they're recuperating and i'm feeling oh so good. Life goes on right?

he's great and i'm just getting to the know em, wether or not i should accept the invitation to hang out is a big deal to me because i just don't know if i'm ready and his intentions seem quite clear. he's 4 yrs older than i and frankly seems mature with just the right amount of playfulness and well there isn't much i know about him, but i'd love to get to know him...again, that scares me. I don't know if i can grow to trust someone anymore or become comfortable with them. i guess i'll just have to wait and see how this all plays out.


it's funny, my 60+ yr old friend and classmate suggests that i "test the waters out more"
i havent told him much about my past year, but he can tell, he's such a sweetheart.


overall: im goooooooood



ah yes, the call, even though it was a simple 'oh she loves this song, ill call her during?' sort of call, i thought it was going to have me feeling alll kinds of crazies, but it didn't! i genuinely enjoyed it and am not bothered, im glad. this was it:

god, if there is one... I FUCKING LOVE THIS SONG! when the curse played it...it was unbelievable, i just soaked it all in.


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