exhausted and happy

these last few days have been exhausting and frankly i don't know why. i've been trying to study and paint, but that's not much to make me so darn tired.

my eyes burn from the lack of seep, but that's usually not the case.

my body is sore, i've been trying to tone up up my figure. i'm a thick girl, but i'm really active. i jog everyday and eat fine with the occasional treat, but i guess my biology is just different. either way, i'm happy where i'm at and it can only get better from here, with a few downfalls. i'm so happy my legs are toning up agin and i can feel it on my back as well as my tummy.

i think i just need more sleep and as far as the boy scene, i'm going with the flow, but no particular person, i'm having a blast right now and today was just a beautiful day.

i took in the nature surrounding me, the sounds of kids playing and bikes passing me by. the smell of the grass and the cool breeze under the tree's shade while my legs soaked in some sun. it was delicious and i cherish these moments more than ever. it would be nice to share with someone, but that will happen later.

:)