dreams

you were in my dream and it was both frightening and lovely. it was so new to me that i felt like a 9 year old child excited to go to a playground. i waited in the car for my friends and then you walked by and recognize me. we say hi and how it had been a while since we last saw each other. there you were, looking like a god, aura and all. tall, dark, and awkward. haha. but you just seemed so gorgeous and i wanted you to be mine, to share my life with you in that moment. it felt all too real that i knew it was a lie. you looked so charming in those tight jeans, hat, and boots. you looked better than ever with your sculpted muscles and beautiful smile. the same hipster- like hair style only more matured out. i couldn't help, but stare. we chatted and caught up while you tried to show off yourself to me.  i had to be home because it was getting late and so i said bye, but we kept sort of lingering around. finally we separated and looked at each other while going out into the distance. le sigh, probably one of the most cute and realistic dreams i've had in a very log time. keep em' coming because my mind needs to wander elsewhere