but i'm not the angry type

and finally i am starting feel that sort of feel towards someone, it's more of a big dislike. he disappointed me and i feel like whenever he contacts me, he thinks it's all good. so long as he's thinking about someone else, i will not give him any chances, all of that has been pretty much thrown out the window and i want nothing more than to be acquaintances, i could never be his friend and although and i don't mind seeing him every once in a while or hanging out, i know he's lying to me and i'll just set myself up for disappointment in the end because all i ever am going to want is him. Frankly i'm learning to move on and i'm learning to not see him with that hopefulness i used to have.i feel so much better about myself and i like realizing that i don't need him, but it just throws me off when he contacts me because i know he doesn't want me that way. i like him less and less every day. keeping myself busy has been working so much