tell me what's a happenin'

i had the quiet the amazing time on thursday night. i went to the downtown artwalk and later headed off to club rock it in pomona with a few of my friends. i got a little wasted and danced with some randome cute guy all night but, things got a little out of hand with him, he was constantly trying to reach for my breasts (might add they're quite small and it just made me laugh lol) but he eventually got the idea when i would grab his arms and push them away and we kept dancing, next thing i know he's trying to kiss me, he was cute and a great dancer, but man oh man that was a bit much..again he got the idea we just danced the rest of the night. it was awesome though and after that i ended up having a good time with everyone and everyone had a great time as well! might add a friend came out to us....we were more than thrilled!

now friday i went to lunch with andy and mario, although i got a ticket for waiting for them in a no parking disabled area, i still had a lovely time. then saturday morning at 3am i get a call from andy, he's wasted at a party and he just doesn't want to be there at all anymore. i pick him up (he's lucky i was able to) and he doesn't want me to leave yet or drop him off yet so we head off to denny's to have some breakfast. he was being so kind and saying things he wouldn't say, that he's only happy with me. i am keeping in mind that he was drunk. i want to know why he has been wanting to hang out a lot lately, why he's contacting me so much lately. i know he can't be over her already and i don't, i DO NOT want us to happen all over again if in the end we will break up because of her. both him and her have caused me a great deal of pain and i know he's been suffering these past couple months because of her and because i'm something good he let go and because of his stupidity. i miss him, i do, but while she's on his mind i won't allow this again. it would be nice for him to tell me what he means by all of this, but i wont ask until something big happens. i'm calm and cool for now.

i dropped him off at home, gave him a hug, and a kiss not quite on the lips, but close enough.

he seemed happy.