the future?

i think if this while having an iced tea lemonade and it all seems like a refreshing thing to think about. this might be a little bit of what i want.

as far as my career path; i want to be something in the arts field. maybe i'll end up being an art teacher, but i don't feel capable of teaching a class, even though i do have good communication and social skills, but you never know right?

i would not mind living in a dingy apartment, as long as my payments get in on time, but if i had a good job then i wouldn't mind having a large one floor home with a small front yard and a huge backyard, with a white picket fence. (seems like everyone or at least every girl wants one of those) another thing is a nice outdoor deck, maybe somewhere near the beach (maybe) but i want to feel that i'm surrounded by nature and feel like i'm in sort of garden, so maybe the beach doesn't work at the point, but i do LOVE the beach. somewhere i can breathe and let my imagination juices flow, somewhere i can set up my canvas' and paints, so that any day i felt like painting i could just make my back yard my model. i want a lush backyard and animals; big dogs and couple small ones, a cat or  two, a horse if i could and a couple of love birds.  i want them to have space to roam and feel free in to be themselves. i'd also like that space for the children that i might have (IF i have any) and of course i want to have somone by my side, if not then i'll still be happy. i want to have very good wine to enjoy a glass or two every night while i look up at the night sky or stare at the rain falling down.
along with this fantasy i want to travel europe before i turn 27 and finish my graduate studies in whatever i do, in another country,