my friend said that i'm the one who was destined to teach him the lesson, do you know how bad it hurts to see him like that? i'm so torn apart after seeing him the way i did. sure he gave me those tickets and i'm thrilled, but currently i cry. I cry at the image that is burned into my mind of his eyes, his sad eyes. His miserable appearance. I can't stand seeing him the way he is at this moment and I hadn't seen him for quite some time.
i agree that he might deserve what he's getting right now for everything he's done, but i just sit here and cry, wanting to give him a hug and provide my comfort, but i can't and i won't.
i feel like I can finally move on, but that image sets me back a little.
i love him, but "in a parallel universe we'd be great for each other"
it's not meant to be and i've realized that.
it's just depressing seeing him like that
i'll cry this out
work it out
more later...
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