interesting night

i'm just satisfiedly numb towards him ( i know i said i wasn't going to mention him anymore, but maybe i lied)

but i just am, i didn't mean to see him and i'm sorry if i intruded. the rest im not sorry about, i was fine.

anyway that whole evening was all a little weird, it was so eerie and creepy! i swear someone was following me when i was getting into my car, the shadows kept scurrying, so like human nature i called my mom out.

after the whole shindig of a night (which wasn't too bad by my part) and im sorry, but i could never, ever go out with the the other guy.it's not right and i just dont have any interest in him whatsoever, besides being a friend and that's why i took him home to make sure he got there and ignored his stupid drunken antics. by the end of the night, i was in bed starting up this blog, when all of a sudden  i heard the god damn door bell ring at 1-2ish in the morning, i go and open the door, expecting an axe murderer and nothing. that was a wee bit more terrifying. 

good news: putting all of this aside, this guy i recently hung out with invited me to go to san diego with him for the weekend, well he didn't invite me, if he were the one driving he would have, but he wasn't, which i found interesting and quite surprising and sweet. i just don't know what it means by him saying that detail, he didn't have to, but then again i'm not going to obsess over this.

TODAY! 

Distributing clothes in downtown la, this should be interesting, im so scared im excited!