it's all a waste, to wait around. I really wish we could work out, but I know we never could, not with her around. so with this, I say my goodbye, it was great seeing you Friday and I wish we could see each other more in a more interested way. I didn't feel interested, not giddy, nor content. I know there is still something there by my part, but I've set it aside and I've blocked it out.
I know I said I wanted you to come along with me sometime this week to music hunt, but I won't even bring it up anymore. I won't send you an email because I've erased your number, nor will I ask for your number again and again.
I only want to seriously hang out if we were to be serious again. As for hanging out with a group of people and If I can be distracted by everyone else, that's fine by me, seeing you and saying hello is alright, but watching a movie or having breakfast or dinner, no. I think too much and over think things.
I can't wait around for someone. I'm so fucking young still, I've got some milage left. I hope you weren't the last.
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