I could have gone to that unknown pleasure tribute concert. god I'm so bummed about it! but maybe It'll be made up for? I highly doubt it.
I would have gone, but I got a flat, which meant no transportation. well about being around him; it's getting easier. I hope so, it seems like it is for me, but being around someone who hurt me and acting chill about it... it's a bit difficult. still sweet, still cool, still a flirt(always will be), still him. but there's that other side. the darker side? I don't know, but I'm more comfortable now. if he's up for another shot, the hell with it, why not?!
but in all honesty I could be more calm about this than I know. I just feel at ease, cool. I'm feeling great actually. just don't tamper with me.
what's his face... he's so, ahh! He makes me smile :))
if he ever becomes single and I am too... sign me up!
I hope all is well with ya.
I'm too caring sometimes, but I just don't like seeing others sad.
and I got invite to go to a smiths dance night tomorrow at the echo. sadly I cannot make it :(
I feel like dancing and having a great time! (when don't I?) if I would have gone...I don't think I'd make it to my 630am anthropology final. lol.
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