every time you present yourself to me it's like the planets align in our favor. Take that all away and we have nothing.
Now i remember telling myself that i would one day want to have a little "fun" with a friend. i guess you cold say "friends with benefits." i know, i know...me? doing that whole thing and not feeling guilty is quite the possibility. it's different when you decide to act upon urges with a friend who is just a friend, but when it happens with a friend who has always meant a little more to you than others...well then i think a line has been crossed when it happens. Of course i was stupid enough to do something like that and here i am...waiting for that asshole to say something, but i will admit...it's all my fault for allowing it to happen when i perfectly knew that i have always had strong feelings for him. so what do i do? i delete his number and deactivate my facebook (for other reasons, but that too) in hopes that he will notice and contact me. i'm known for drunk texting and we all know how bad that could turn out, so i'd rather not even deal with that.
or i could simply say...i'm a hopeless romantic damn it!
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