chance, one more chance. it's much too difficult for me when I start to think of us as being official. where were at now is nice, it almost seems like we have that title, but were not there. there are things that he have to settle still and think through. or so I assume he does. I'm ready whenever he is, if he decides he just can't, then I'd simply have to accept that. it's going to hurt like hell, but I'd have to move on.
I've forgiven him, although I did hate him some point, I'm giving him another chance. being with him just feels all too natural and at ease. I think we could really be great and things can work out, but again she's around, there's problem. I hope he realizes how much I care and I wouldn't hurt him the way he did me and that I won't use him. all in all, life will play itself out.
today was a lovely day. I'm hoping the other days will be as well.
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