i miss him.
I hate missing him and I hate that I still feel the same way. what he did was wrong, ungrateful, deceiving, and unfaithful. he doesn't deserve to be missed, yet I still do. I fucking hate you and her. yet I still love you. I won't let you back into my life, but I still fantasize how things could have been. I need to stop. you're unhealthy for me and for yourself. it's been a little over week since you told me about your unfaithfulness; I still feel the same way as I did when j first found out :(
Take my fucking pain away, take my memories, take my voice, but leave my heart. don't drag it around like a puppet master. leave my psyche! leave!
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