notas a mi padre

how the hell do you expect us to give you respect after all you've done. Not just us, but our mother, your wife! it's been so long since i've felt compassion for you and i've lost all respect and pride in you. you really think she's better than my mother? she's taking all of your money away and leaving us with nothing, i could care less if you leave your kids with money or not, fuck, i'll get a job in the end if i have to, to make ends meet and quit school to help my family out, but don't do this to my mom, don't stick around, you're killing her mind and weakening her, just leave already, leave to be with her lazy, needy self, and her druggie, disrespectful kids. i can't even look you in the eyes anymore. you get the 20% you deserve and you'll never have the 80% my mom is, never will you find someone like her. she's been dealing with all your bullshit from the very beginning since before i was born; cheating, lying, and drinking, even beating her sometimes, but really? you are in your mid 50's and cannot even step up to the plate, we ALL know you're cheating and supporting another family who isn't even yours (who knows maybe they are) i don't know where everything failed, you've always been a dog, even when i was growing up i remember you leaving for weeks even months at a time to go drink your nights away and come home whenever you liked, leaving my mom to work and us alone. i remember the arguments and the bottle throwing, by the way you missed a couple times when you threw a couple at me.you should have hit me instead of mom. i cannot stand seeing you here, sleeping and eating in this house and leaving the weekend to be with her. you disgust me