i really cannot get enough of them.
i found myself listening to this song again after quite some time and holy shit did it manage to make a low blow. i had not listened to it like i said for a while now, this time i listened to it and heard the lyrics, felt the emotion. and boy did i feel it well. i'm not messed up or anything, it's just the fact that i know how sadly this will end. i just honestly don't think we were meant to be. i feel more than he does, as much as i try to tell myself i don't or that i am not taking this seriously. he seems like he's trying so hard to forget her and god it's been great, but i know it's only a matter of time before things screw up again. i've got a friend who is angry for me even wanting to try again. little does he know i am also, but it's hard to let go of something i care so much for, even though it hurts me sometimes. this isn't too healthy is it? i am an idiot who doesn't follow her own advice. i love love love when i know you can't love. funny little fucked up thing. don't get me wrong i can live alone and be independent, but when it comes to him, sometimes i wish i had never met him, but then i would have never met some of my closest pals. universally maybe he's meant to teach me a lesson, i hope i learn it once and for all soon.
i found myself listening to this song again after quite some time and holy shit did it manage to make a low blow. i had not listened to it like i said for a while now, this time i listened to it and heard the lyrics, felt the emotion. and boy did i feel it well. i'm not messed up or anything, it's just the fact that i know how sadly this will end. i just honestly don't think we were meant to be. i feel more than he does, as much as i try to tell myself i don't or that i am not taking this seriously. he seems like he's trying so hard to forget her and god it's been great, but i know it's only a matter of time before things screw up again. i've got a friend who is angry for me even wanting to try again. little does he know i am also, but it's hard to let go of something i care so much for, even though it hurts me sometimes. this isn't too healthy is it? i am an idiot who doesn't follow her own advice. i love love love when i know you can't love. funny little fucked up thing. don't get me wrong i can live alone and be independent, but when it comes to him, sometimes i wish i had never met him, but then i would have never met some of my closest pals. universally maybe he's meant to teach me a lesson, i hope i learn it once and for all soon.
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