it seems like these are always happening between you and i and frankly like your friend advices me, it a ll leading to a bad ending. I will not listen. why? because im determined to show you that you can be happy.
but i don't want to be put in second place, not again.
sometimes i feel like i'm waiting for the right person, sometimes i wish it were you, but i know you're not. you're mr. right now, but for the long haul, no. I cry thinking about everything, i hate crying, but i can't help it, not when i'm going through all of this, plus being an only girl in house, i can't go to my mother for advice, nor my brothers. they wouldn't understand. my mother could, but she wouldn't think highly of me if she knew i have been lying to her. im quite mature, but i guess she doesn't see that.
back to you...im afraid again.
afraid you'll fall deep into her spell and deceive me again.
i feel so alone.
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