it's really sad that I love you. it's really sad that you won't love me. it's really sad you love another who won't love you back. it's really sad that you'll never be mine. it's really sad I gave you my all. it's really sad that i wasn't enough. it's really sad that I'd take you back even after all the shit you've put me through. what really saddens me is that I know we could never happy. with her around.
second best, I've always felt like that. how sad. second best I would have always been if you would have lied. second best i will never be again. for a moment you did feel real, i felt loved, but I won't be your stepping stone. no not your stepping.
on a more casual note; I'm obviously having a hard time getting over you, but I've realized that I need to move on with my life and stop worrying about you. I will always care about you, I will always love the person you are, and I will try to be there for you when I can. But I cannot pretend to be your friend; at least for now. you were my friend you were my boyfriend you were my lover. now because of your past we're nothing. nothing nothing nothing.
I miss you, I wonder if you even think of me or if you even regret meeting me. I should be the one regretting but I'm not. I just hope you see how much I really cared. how much I loved you.
I can safely say I haven't shed a tear over you...today. that's a start. one step closer to getting over us. goodbye my
lover.
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